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AkiraAyame


Age: 26
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State: Ohio

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Trying To Move On Sunday, July 10, 2005

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Trying To Move On
I'm going to try to move on from the one I love, though it won't be easy. He says he's not playing games with my heart but everyone around us can see that he is even if he don't. And it hurts like hell. There is no way that I can stay just friends with him. I love him so much. I have never loved someone like I love him. I would do anything for him. I would walk to the ends of the earth, go to the moon, anything at all to just be with him, even if for just one last time. One last kiss, one last time of just sitting there holding eachother. I have never as safe as I did the night I sat there in his arms. But some how I fucked everything up again. He says it's not my fault, but somewhere deep in my mind I know it was. I pushed a little too much, showed a little to much emotion, held on a little too tight, or something like that. I don't know. I don't think I'll ever be able to truly move on from him.
My All
I'm thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight If it's wrong to love you Then my heart just won't let me be right Cause I've drowned in you And I won't pull through Without you by my side I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love, tonight Baby, can you feel me Imagining I'm looking in your eyes I can see you clearly Vividly emblazoned in my mind And yet, you are so far Like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you I'd risk my life to feel Your body next to mine Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all for your love tonight Give my all for your love tonight

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http://opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D430486&entry=20105&mode=date
That's a tutorial someone made on how to make a basic layout.
Layouts are easy to make, but hard to explain.
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