|my lonely babblings|
every now & then, those three little words
slip out. no, not i love you. & no, not i hate
you. but, i miss you. & for an instant, i can`t
stand myself because i know you never thought
about me, half as much as i think about you.
why do i sit here andthink of you,
you broke my little heart,
but then i think, you made my life
worth living and you used to be the
best thing that happened to me
i don't know where i stand with you and
i don't knowwhat i mean to you.all i know is that every time i see you,
all i want to do is be with you
sometimes, you have to put the walls up
truth or dare?
lets just drink to get drunk & tell each other everything for a drunk mind speaks a sober heart then we can go on pretending like nothing happened and i don't think i could deal with the thought of rejection so lets just go on blaming shots of vodka and our drunken minds and live tonight as if it were our last
you might not be his first, his last, or his only. he's cared about someone else before and possibly will again- but if he cares for you now; then what else matters? he's not perfect and you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. but if he can make you laugh, hold onto him and give him the most you can. he is probably not going to quote poetry. he might not be thinking about you every second of the day. but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don't hurt him, don't change him and don't expect more than he can give. don't over analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him whenever he's not there.
the only people that could hurt you
are the ones you love, cause if it
wasn't love you wouldn't care
I know we're good together.
You're the only person I can
be myself with, even if I dont
know who the hell that is
A song can take you back instantly
to a moment, a place, or even a person.
No matter what else has changed in
you or the world, that one song stays
the same, just like that moment
Its so hard to have these feelingskeep them bottled up inside
& know no one else
feels this way
but in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the disguise of a smile.
Gradually, I'm dying inside.
Friends ask me how I feel,
and I lie convincingly,
'cause I don't want to reveal
the fact that I'm suffering,
so I wear my disguise
'till I go home at night,
and turn down all the lights,
and then I break down and cry
when your`re sad ..
The bad thing about a girl with a broken
I'm not the kind of girl who thinks a guy is
practice makes perfect.
and I guess I'm scared that no one will ever
..someone should sue Disney for
i wanna be like the girls in the movies
I guess I'm stupid for believing your lies. I just wanted so badly to mean something to you. I convinced myself that they were true, but now I see what they were really said for. I hate myself for being so stupid. I hate myself for wanting someone from you that you couldn't give me. I hope you're happy..I hate myself inside.
So she'll stay up another night
without sleeping because
he's still online and she doesn't
want to miss the chance of talking to him.
what is sexy? sexy is standing in the rain as you
Sex, Drugs, Rock n Rave.
I'm good but I'm not an
I do sin but I'm not a devil.
I'm just a small girl in a big world --Marilyn Monroe
you stare at him a lot.
- he always makes you laugh.
- you can tell him anything.
- you always seem to find
yourself thinking about him.
- when he's anywhere near
you, you have to be with him.
- you go crazy over every
little thing he does or says.
- whenever your with him
you can't help but smile.