i'm falling apart
i don't know why
sobbing over the passing
of a stupid dream
it all catches up
in the end
and all i can do is hope for one more chance
one more break
but it won't be enough in the end
i'll still fall behind
i'll still lose

and when it's all over
i won't be anymore than when i started
because i'm simply that good
it was stupid to think
that i could have the two things i wanted so despreatly
one is enough, right?
no more than that...

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blessed be