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State: Oregon

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Today, or should I say yesterday? Thursday, July 27, 2006

I hurt.  If only life and love were that simple.  One subject, one noun, one verb.  Simple, complete, precise.  A simple sentence.  I want my life to be a simple sentence or maybe at least more simple, or simpleer?  Maybe instead of a complex sentence with a few adjectives and conjuctions thrown in for good measure, I could just me simple, a subject and verb.  I live.  I love.  I hurt.  I cry.  I regret.  I hate.  I forget.  I remember.  I , well fill in the blank.  I do everything, I feel everything.  Not saying my life is so hard, there are starving orphans with aids in africa and here I am in my nice air conditioned room with my nice queen sized bed behind me, but right now I don't care.  Right now I hurt and I can't care about Africans or anyone else right now.  I am horrible, why not add that to the mix? 
I hurt because my boyfriend and I of almost 3 years just broke up today.  I know big whoop, most couples break up, and so what you had a really long time, a good time, so move along.  Well I still love him and he still loves me and I broke up with him.  Dumb, not really...  This tale goes further than a simple this is this and this is how it happened and why.  This tale doesn't make sense and I don't understand it.  If any of this did make sense to me, maybe I wouldn't be here right now.  And acording to the string theory if two branes didn't bump together none of this would be here at all. 

 




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