I hurt. If only life and love were that simple. One subject, one noun, one verb. Simple, complete, precise. A simple sentence. I want my life to be a simple sentence or maybe at least more simple, or simpleer? Maybe instead of a complex sentence with a few adjectives and conjuctions thrown in for good measure, I could just me simple, a subject and verb. I live. I love. I hurt. I cry. I regret. I hate. I forget. I remember. I , well fill in the blank. I do everything, I feel everything. Not saying my life is so hard, there are starving orphans with aids in africa and here I am in my nice air conditioned room with my nice queen sized bed behind me, but right now I don't care. Right now I hurt and I can't care about Africans or anyone else right now. I am horrible, why not add that to the mix?
I hurt because my boyfriend and I of almost 3 years just broke up today. I know big whoop, most couples break up, and so what you had a really long time, a good time, so move along. Well I still love him and he still loves me and I broke up with him. Dumb, not really... This tale goes further than a simple this is this and this is how it happened and why. This tale doesn't make sense and I don't understand it. If any of this did make sense to me, maybe I wouldn't be here right now. And acording to the string theory if two branes didn't bump together none of this would be here at all.