Im feeling a little bit more positive about this whole pregnancy today, but im still scared to death that something will go wrong or that they will find something wrong with my baby. Not that it would change anything and at least i'd be prepared but all i want is a happy healthy little baby. Im scared that my history of miscarriages might mean i have less chance of that happening. Meanwhile, im just scared in general.

HOWEVER im meeting up with an old friend today so that should take my mind off it a bit. Im looking forward to getting the scan done so i can tell people that im finally having a positive pregnancy! :) Meantime im just waiting some more.