Hummm...I haven't been feeling that great lately. Kinda somber I guess. I have to go to the airport at 4am and then drive allllllll the fucking way home. Thats a 3 hour excursion really early in the morning before class and I'm not looking forward to it. I think I still have homework to do that I can't acess also. I hate boyfriends and relationships. They can be so beautiful and special and drive you fucking nuts all at the same time. Especially if you get love involved... then you're fucked. After the intial novelty of everything wears off things loose their spark. It sucks. I love my boyfriend and we're really good together. Thats all I'll say about any of that. I have another week of school ahead of me and I can't wait for it to be over!!! I thought college would be an awesome life changing decision that would make me a better person. Maybe it has, I can't be sure. Either way I'm not sure how I feel about the whose experience yet. I'm sure it has something to do with immaturity and not wanting to admit it's time to grow the fuck up. At least I can admit that, right? Whenever I write in here I'm never sure how deep I want to get into anything. This is a "diary" or whatever and I don't even care if it's private or not but I don't want to weird out anyone that may read it in the future. You know how it is? When you're looking at these things you aren't nessarly interested in the rambling, long winded crap some people post. I can't blame anyone for rambeling or for being long winded because I'm sure it must feel good but I think we can all agree that it's boring.

          Peace

Megg