dear diary this week has been really busy lets see i have had chior pratice every day this week and not to mention my mom has turned my phone on which is a good thing . schools graet and i am not as stressed i usually am becacuse i quit sga but i have been in deep thiought this week you know the last time that i wrote i spoke of a love triangle that i got myself into get this stright i love the one that i have been with for four years very very very much its just that i am very lonly her at school and i nedd someone to talk to cry with and be happy with . its not a sexual thing i never allow it to get that far its just apart of being the women that i am ( sounds bad right) its not that i am a bad person well i dont think and believe that i am and its not that i did not tell the person that i am seeing whats going on i just wont to be with someone so that i wont feel so alone here at school . is this a bad thing i dont know i  have tride to prey about it but i still fell so bad thank you for listing . bye . ps this really helps getting all of this out at least i can know better how to deal with this and more