|girl after your own heart.|
I'm really comfortable with my work load right now and the fact that I have time to invest in myself and have some me time. I'm getting back to the old Bri, and it feels really nice. Today I whipped out my Volcom backpack and my scrappy old Converse and it felt just like home.
The only thing I really have to complain about is my parents. I'm sure everyone is just as tired of reading about it as I am writing about it. I'm just appalled at the extent to which my mom will ignore me, and make for sure I know that she is leaving me out. She really goes out of her way to make me feel excluded, and I am 100% sure that the major stressor in my life is my relationship with my parents. We never started having problems until it was time for me to make my own decisions.
I put my iPod on shuffle today and it was really nice. A lot of the music was nice old throwbacks, and I liked it. The way the weather is outside right now (sunny with a high of 75) makes me really nostalgic for spring semester my sophomore year, and reminds me of when Chase and I fell in love.
My biggest problem is seeing past the bullshit and just learning to be happy regardless. If anyone knows how to do this, let me know.