We go through life wanting one thing, to love and be loved .  Why am I in the darkness now of this word, LOVE?

I am standing in this crowded void with so much to give.  A love no one could imagine having for real.  I watch as the place this love should be, I can't reach.  I thought I had.  I now think I am only grabbing at straws. 

It only takes one person to cause this in the person you are reaching for and they are gone or you can't touch them again.  I don't want to watch this play out, why can't the demons of tis darkness just move on and relinquish their grasp? 

I can only hope that the angels I beleive in can deliver this gift of mine to the person who already has it.  To that person, reach through the darkness and grab my hand, I will climb to the top of the void for us both.