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silence Friday, January 12, 2007

There is no such thing as silence.  Almost like there is no such thing as time or language or absolute nothing.
Initially, I thought it would be lovely to experience pure silence.  Seconds later I rethought that idea.

If there is such a thing as "complete silence".  By this I mean no external sounds and internal. 
You would die.  If it was complete silence you would hear your breathing, your pulse, vibrations, your thoughts most importantly.
Ultimatley pure silence can lead to one of 2 things.  Insanity or death.

Every day I begin to question reality more and more.  Ideas.  Things that I never once thought about, now I completley rethink and over and over again these thoughts lead to the answer, that not much is real. 

Take time for instance, manmade concept.  Different cultures have different calenders.  What if back in the day someone decided to make a day have 2 sunrises and 2 sunsets.  The entire way of life would be different.  Different working periods, play periods, sleep, school, everything. 

I wish I could be productive.

I saw ghost world today.  I enjoyed.  I like thora birch.

I'm going to go do something



random noter --

I like this, it makes a lot of sense.

I`ve began to question reality too.

i know what you mean .

but you worded it so well.

kudos <3 [[.One.Last.Time.]]

1/12/2007 12:32:25 AM
how good is ghost world! [untouchable face, m] 1/12/2007 8:01:40 PM
ryn: life has it's tolls and i'm facing them one on one.
i'm learning from each one of them. :]

life is at the stage where i'm content with it. i have my ups and downs, but hey. it's life and it's something that doesn't come as a shock to me.

i believe i have a head on my shoulders.
there's always more than one perspective on every aspect of life.


thank you <3 

1/13/2007 2:05:15 AM
last comment was from me,
my apologies  [[.One.Last.Time.]]
1/13/2007 2:06:51 AM
ryn- i think its tops you're not afraid of dieing! [untouchable face, m] 1/14/2007 9:14:37 PM
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