So I have been thinking about happiness a lot lately. I was pretty satisfied with myself for the most part, and where my life is headed but I wasn't totally satisfied with how my love life was. It was all bassed on the physical aspect of it and because of that I got hurt a lot. All of these guys I have dated in the past have all wanted one thing and that one thing was just that there needs were met. And of course I am going to give it to them because that is what I do, I wanted to please them. But with the relationship I am in now with Bill is the healthiest realtionship I have been in ever! He's not jumping into things, he's so nice to me(even when he just talks to me, not like all the other guys who put me down), he is sweet to me, romantic, and most important he makes me happy...Because of him I have been in the best mood than I ever was with anyone else. I am singing out loud, I smile so much I think its starting to hurt my face, I am so energetic, I talk to everyone in a good tone, and I haven't talked bad on anyone in a long time. I never thought that I would be this happy in my life and now that I have it, I don't ever want to let it go.