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So recently everything has been going great! I have been working out a little bit and everyone around me has been saying how good I look expecially my attitude, I am happy. Things at work are alright, I am not making much money but the people there are not involving me in their drama anymore which is great news to me. I got another job with a Landscaping company but they only call me when they need an extra hand so it's not steady or anything which kinda blows but that's alright with me. Things at the house I guess you could say are getting better considering Andrew and I hate eachother, but he's technically not my roommate eventhough he lives here anyways. I just try not to be here a lot and things seem to get better because I am not here to get upset because he is always here. Joanna and I are fine though, Probably because she has her internship all the time and I am not here either. Things with Bill are going great, we have been dating for over four months and he is starting to open up to me which puts a smile on my face. I have learned a lot from him already. He took me to the Olive Garden for our aniversary and just when we were done eating the fire alarm went off and we had to evacuate...it was awesome because we didn't have to pay for our meal. I have always had a problem getting and keeping friends. Currently I have one friend and he is in Penn State, which was an awesome trip I must say! So I lost a lot of friends over the year, I guess that's a good thing considering who they are. But now I am trying to find some good friends to keep and it's difficult. First off no one wants to do anything with me, and second there is no other friends I have except for the ones I go to work with and honestly that doesn't work out too well. Slowly I am trying to establish a bond and trying to do stuff with people without bitching to them or complaining about my problems because I know thats not what they want to hear and are probably sick of that. I just have to watch what I say at all times. Maybe when school starts up again I will make some more friends and by the time I am 21. AUGUST 21st!!!! I am going to enjoy my afternoon before I have to go to work and hopefully make some money! <3 Kayla
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