seriously these girls say they are my best friends but they arent, i hate them. they're such bitches. fuck. theres this one who spends way to much time with her bf and not with her friends. only one. shes a efing loser. fuck. then theres my other friend who just got popular like last year and she took it to the head. meaning shes very full of herself. i have another friend who is like that too. but shes worse. fuck.  you shouls hear what her 'friends' say about her. and then theres this other one who claims im her bffl but she having a party and she didnt tell me about it and im not invited. seriously. im so hurt. i could just fucking ughh. i dont know. i just want my friends back. like how they used to be in public school. highschool changes everyone. i hate it.