I whine way to much, for some reason i can not talk to her, i could not think of her, but i still long for her to be back here with me. I want her in my arms but shes in someone elses. I wasnt a good bf, and im sure the new guy is and thats what she deserves, so if i love her so much then i should be happy for her. Thats not the case, I will try my hardest to get over it or pretend im over it. For some reason i thought she was coming around.. then i asked if she wanted to go to dinner and she said it was to much like a date so no.. lesson learned.