Im happy right now life is good, the girl i want i cant have but at least i can hang with her and have probably the most fun we have ever had.. sure we hate each other but we always have. Its weird comign around xmas time and not thinking baou twhat im going to get her for christimas, or how we are going to arrange the situation with the families. The only thing that bothers is it feels like im replaced, its alright ill put it my time maybe earn her trust back.. maybe one day shell be mine again. or she wont and well both find way cool people and be happy which ever it is im ready for it.