I've been living up here, for 3 weeks now. The first two, I didn't see my boyfriend.
The weekend that just past.. I bussed for 6 hours, to get down to Auckland to see him.
Then of course I had to leave him on the Sunday.

Now I have to wait another 2 weeks again. It's painful.
I don't like missing him all day, every day.
I don't want to be able too.

But, as soon as I get my money sorted, we are getting a flat together in Auckland. Where I will tranfer Subways.

I just hope he doesn't ditch me before then, because of us hardly being able to see each other.
He loves me, I know that..
Doesn't help me being scared though.

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I had to leave me best friend in Auckland when I moved aswell, which I am missing her.
I use to hang out with her on most days, now, we haven't talked in ages.
Although, we started drifting apart when she got with her guy.
Which was about 18 months ago.
So really, I don't know what I'm talking about.

I miss my sister aswell, who is also living in Auckland.
I always thought she was a pain in the arse. But no.. She was a good friend to me. More mates than sisters.

On the other hand, Christmas is less than 3 weeks away.
FUCK.