Its been awhile. My internet has been screwed up. It sucks. But I remember everything that I was going to write. We had a fun New Years. I got completely drunk and it was funny. Justin was here. That was crazy. He ended up satying the night and slept in my room. Well like at the foot of my bed because my sis passed out next to me. But it was cool. But like at 2:00 that morning I went over to Justin's house because he was really drunk. We sat there and talked and like out of no where he told me that he would never date me because we were to good of friends. Why are all the guys saying that. What is wrong with me. Maybe I need to loose weight. That is it I am going on a diet and I am going to loose all my weight. I will be skinny like all these other chicks out there (no offense). But that is cool me and him can still possibly have a chance. Like hell. I wont hold my breath. But it is cool. I am going nuts because I never have any money. But my mom said she is going to help me with all that and I hope what ever she comes up with works. Because I don't want to live with my parents my whole life.