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I am 21 and planning to get married next year to a wonderful man who has changed my life for the better. I am about to start my new job as a telecommunications customer service person sometime in the next two weeks, i am pretty excited bc i love helping ppl, talking and working with computers. We currently have 5 crazy kitties (Buddy, Boston, Santino, Mischief and Mayhem) and we are looking to get a dog sometime in the near future( prefer. a boxer, pit, lab or corgi). My life revolves around trying to sleep, spending time with my Ray, petting my kitties, watching movies, being on my laptop and eating junk food!
I have lost both parents already (my mom when i was 12, my dad last year when just turned 20), had a pretty fucked up childhood filled my anger, depression, rebellion and tons of issues. But honestly who these days haven't had a hard childhood?? I've lived in the same area for almost my whole life and I hate it, especially New York state! Due to two pretty major accidents to my back (i was pushed down a flight of stairs at 3 or 4 and then in a car when it hit black ice and spun out of control) i have moderately severe nerve damage to my sciatic nerve (the nerve that runs from your lower back down to your feet) that causes numbness, tingling and bad pain sometimes as well as chronic muscle spasms and two bulging discs. I am suppose to not be on my feet much, lift anything over like 20 lbs. or do A LOT of what i love to do, so i just try to make the best of what i can! When i lost my father last year my whole life collapsed...he was everything to me and i was a daddy's girl in the upmost respect of the words. He wasn't the kind of dad that anyone would be scared to go to, he was open with everything, honest to a hurtful point at times and had an amazing sense of humor. A very LARGE part of me will always be dead with him now...he was my world!!!! I'm not sure what else to blab on about so I will just go for now!
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