thouse of you that know me know that this time of year sucks for me... christmass day 1987 my brother died... it was a cot death, no reason was found for why he did he just stopped... i promised myself i wouldnt write about it this year.. something changed my mind... something that makes me hate this time of year even more... 27/12/2008.... the date that fate, with its twisted hand of corrupted power, took another life from my family... an uncle of mine... a close uncle i might add... he passed away at 25 past 9 in the evening, after a long fight with cancer... so go ahead fate... take away eveyone i hold close.. make this time of year hurt more and more every chance you get... a time for being with family? HA! stop taking mine from me then....

fuck you christmas...
fuck you....