physically sick. my back hurt, my head hurts, i can hardly breath and i cant seem to smile.
i always smile.
i just wanna go home.
i called my mom and told her that i cant come over this weekend because im sick. so i have to stay here by myself. i dont want to but i dont want anyone to get sick because of me.
I have to get better before monday because i have classes 10- 8 and i cant miss them. and i have 2 progectts to finish and exams are coming up, i have work to do so i cant be sick. i havent even picked up food for the week or for the dinner i have to make on thursday.
while i was on tthe phone i started crying and now i cant stop.
for some reason i cant help but say the lords prayer, and for some reason it helps.