i went to see Maritime in concert on the 3rd and it was awesome! dude i got all their autographs, pictures and i saw one of my teachers which is always just so pleasant. and Jamie kept going up to keep telling them not to call us Jamie squared and i was like dude they dont know who we are. funny thing, we were completely sober and its me, dude i was surprised too. So may 21 i leave for the boat, talk about some liking it hot. but ive been soo busy, trying to get fired which is making me believe that the movie Office Space could have actually happened because ive done everything to get fired and nothing. ive called in, came late, left early,  have been rude, forgetful, lied and nothing. in fact they have given me more hours and the only reason i wanna leave is because i forgot to put my notice in eariler and now i work up to the date i leave for the Sullivan which gives me no time for anything else. on the plus side there is this hot cashier and theres been some flirting, nothing seriously but ive marked her as a target which sounds terrbile but its gonna be three long months without contact and then im moving so i gotta move and then find somebody, talk, meet and thats gonna take months so why not play rush with her? im starting to see why people call me shallow. well, you cant please everybody. i just need, as REM put it, a simple prop too occupy my time