omg im in love with this song. "nymphetamine" by Cradle of Filth. i dont like their music very much but this song is amazing. i love it almost as much as i love Jason... and thats a lot of love. Today has been mildly funny. i called Daniel a hick. he gets mad and its hilarious. i have glass in my foot. it hurts and no one will get it out for me. i tried but cant see. Six feet deep is the incision. In my heart that barless prison. Discolours all with tunnel vision. Sunsetter... Nymphetamine. Sick and weak from my condition. This lust, this vampiric addiction. To him alone in full submission. None better... Nymphetamine. GOD I LOVE THIS SONG! ok yea i feel a little better after my emotional breakdown last night. god that sucked. i dont even remember how it started. all i know is it ended with me crying. oh well... tomorrow Sunday finally. and im going to talk to Jason. Hayley said i needed to or ill always feel like this. she hates him andyet she thinks i should talk to him. i dont think anything i sa will help at all but ill never know til i try right? -sighs- i just noticed something. like every single one of my diary entries is mostly if not all about Jason... maybe i am that obvious that i love him. idk. me and Daniel were talking about when we met. i remember everthing. i scared the hell out of him. lol. this glass in my foot hurts. >_<. boo.. idk im bored. that poem for Jason isnt getting anywhere so far. one stanza and thats it. but its a good one. lol... im bored good bye.