This is my first Diary entry, and it feels remarkably comforting that billions of people have access to it. I live in small town Alberta canada, the kind of town where all there is to do is sleep, drink, and fu$k. I sling booze to all the drunken farmers, and my alcoholic friends. I hate it here.

Hate might be a strong word. on second thought it's really not. sitting here wishing the life that preceeded this one was still in my grasps. the dream life. BC. I miss the ocean, My baby, My friends. and to think that a little over a year ago everything was perfect. so I thought, untill it all came crashing down because of some psycho Girl <--- you ruined my life.

now here i am sitting here half drunk and miserable, left to follow in the footsteps of my Wonderful parents, a life of booze and depression. destined to turn into a slobbering drunk who loves their boozemore than their own children. i don't aspire to be like that, but it's inevitable.

i am tired, and i want to go to bed, sing me to sleep.

fu*k you 5am

much Love

RammaLamma