hmm... What do I want in life..Or things i'd like to do before i die..  this is an add on to my entry from before.. I want to skydive..Wakeboard...Skateboard..Wakeskate.. learn to play piano/guitar/violin/...learn how to belly dance and swing dance.. learn how to do ballroom dancing.. Want to travel all across the world... make music.. create my own tattoo and let it have meaning.. become a better christian.. Go to Italy and learn to speak italian.. Learn to paint.. Take more pics.. Live life without regret or lies.. to be spontaneous and live in the moment and not care what others thing.. To one day pack up my car an just start driving and go wherever the road takes me... I want to model.... Change somebodys life for the better... To be someone that people can depend on and look up to.. Dance... Kiss in the rain.... be financially secure... Live in a house out to itself so at night I can just sit outside and look up at the stars with kevin.. To get married and when i look down the aisle the man I am marrying is Kevin.. Live with him for the rest of my life... To have a job that makes me happy and it's something that I want... To not go to college and just start out somewhere from scratch and prove myself to everybody and show I can do anything I put my mind to and that I dont' have to have a college degree to do it.. stop worrying about things that I can't change.. Sleep on the beach or in a park... see a tornado in person...Make love on the kitchen floor oh and to have a REAL orgasm... Do something that makes someone say, "You know, I really admire what you did!" .. Go on a safari... To go hikin n take nothing w/ me but water n a backpack.. (and kevin!)... learn to bartend... grow a HUGE garden... Shoot a par on 18 holes... See a polar Bear in the wild.. Build something with my own two hands.. Fly a plane (or small jet or something)... Ride a horse on the beach.... Be in two places at once.. Swim w/ dolphins.. Watch the sun rise w/ kevin and watch it set.. Learn to sail and go on a sailing holiday on a yacht.. try more outrageous things w/ the clothest that I wear and not worry what others think.. go on a treasure hunt... Not be scared to drive.. see Cirque De Soleil.... Go on a safari in Africa... learn to surf.. to hit a hole in one... drive cross-country without a map... Learn how to bowl and be good at it.. Stand outside a bar pretending to be a bouncer and collect a "cover charge" from clueless tourists... Reflect on your greatest weakness, and realize how it is your greatest strength.. have 3 kids... 2 are my own and adopt another.. run up the stairs that rocky did..Go deep sea fishing and eat what i catch.. give a load of money to a chairty and do it anonymously... Tour somewhere in a hot-air balloon... Overcome my fear of failure.. Drive the autobahn.. Spend Christmas somewhere romantic.. go to mardi-gras... Ride the hhighest roller coaser in the country.. Spend the night somewhere haunted (and try to stay the whole night)..Shower in a waterfall..Save a life.. Write a book.. (I already know what I want to write about..).. stand up for myself and my beliefs.. Go to alaska.. go cliff diving.. see a shooting star.. Be able to make that someone special go weak at the knees with just a look... meditate in a japanese garden... (if i could concentrate)..get a motorcycle license.. be in a fashion show...make love on a beach at sunset... make my own holiday.. keep a journal so when I get old I can look back and remember the good and bad times.. build a two-story tree house..try hanggliding.. Volunteer at a soup kitchen... Learn to understand a prospective that you don't agree with... Go out at christmas time and spend thousands of dollars for familys who have nothing and give them stuff... fight for something I believe in no matter how impossible it seems.. stomp grapes in a vineyard.. spend a whole day watching I love Lucy videos and laugh the entire time.. Have a tire swing in my front yard.. visit hiroshima... Learn how to skip rocks.. explore the underground railroad.. Go to Ann Franks Hide away.. Take a trip somewhere on a train.. Fall asleep in Kevins arms.. be unashamed.. stop being so jealous.. forgive.. Sponser a kid.. have a child for a family that couldn't (if i was asked too).. see an active volcano.. (but not it erruptin)... build an amazing volcano... Go hang gliding.. see the northern lights... snorkel... Overcome a fear..go to scotland n take a whisky tour... Theres probably a lot more to this and I'll add on.. These are just some random things that I want to do before I die...