I was drunk most of friday...

I even went into work to pick up my check, all tipsy.

Efren said I should call back(work) around 6 and ask Carlos to switch shifts; he says it looks like i'll be needing to come in at 2 instead 10. He was right.

Too drunk to work a phone, muchless have any sort of civilized conversation with a co-worker I barely know.

So I toughed it out and went in at 10..it was'nt so bad. I don't get hangovers really, my stomach just feels ..weird all day after drinking.

Before the drunken 'i want to forget its my bday' stuff started, I was at the Injun casino with mom. And before that my mom had picked up my grandparents from whatever doc they were at. No shit, man...I came close to crying when I was with them. I said bye to them, but i didnt get to hug my grandfather, mom said he had to go inside and empty out his..bag..you know what i mean, man. Thats when I got the lump in my throat and ..it hit me....Grandpa always told me to be strong for him though..same thing with my grandmother...i remember being shorter than her so fuckin long ago...and now..i tower over her.

Did you grandma ever pull kleenex out of her purse, lick it and use it to 'clean' your face?...lol..

Had a good time at the Injun casino...the drive to and from with mom was very peaceful, I guess. We didnt talk about..things, really....just listened to some good music and had pleasant conversation. I did pretty good at the casino, not a high roller, but this time was definitely better than the last two. I was killing on this Star Wars slot...had all these oldies glaring at me and getting on the machines near me waiting for me to move. Then I saw some youngins'...the place is a hotel/casino...they were looking at me like 'zomgz is he on a slot?'..they looked to be about 17 or so, I smiled and said yeah thats right, IM OF AGE, kiddo...now go on, before you get me in trouble.

Mom and I ate at some 50's themed Diner in there called Dueces..not bad. They play some sick 50's tracks, man...oh ofcourse i didnt know who they were by but i knew the songs...did you ever have to make up your mind; pick up one and let the other one slide...Love me tender by grandmas 'man', Elvis. Candy girl by The Archies...mom says its weird that im young as I am but like alot of oldies.

She said, on the drive back into town, that this was a good day, 'Me, my son, and some good music' Fresnos jammin oldies MEGA 97.9. Al green, Marvin Gaye, Kool and the gang.

I would've liked to have stayed for them..Kool and the gang was going to play the at Chukchansi(name of the injun casino) later that night. WAR is coming to the Madera Fairgrounds sometime soon too...it'd be sick to see them.

I actually got an eighth that LOOKED like an eighth on my bday..so I was happy about that..Oh, and I bought season 1 vol1 of Tiny Toon Adventures. Thats right, bitches.. The 3 of us (jarrod, rod, myself) were all disoriented in target looking for it, right as I was about to call it quits, I see it staring me in the face. I take it up to the cashier guy and he goes 'i used to love this show, what happened to it?'

'Ah, this one channel on cable used to show it but..meh..I guess they took it off to make room for some dumbass cartoons-'..I stopped there and figured just answer the question and DONT launch into a rant about how much todays cartoons suck ass.

He told me to enjoy it, man...I snickered and said oh, i WILL...

NOW...all I need to get is the Animaniacs set...

oh and HA...and some more HAHAHAH. I did'nt get to see it, cause the dumbass NFL network was showing other dumbass games like the stupid Vikes and Ravens..but the final for my49ers against the Favre-less packers, was 34 -6. So there offense ain't exactly what it used to be under the ol' country boy Brett, but there defense is still something to be wreckoned with. Not much to be wreckoned with when you can only manage 2 FG's though..

what was I drankin' on my bday?..I differentiated from the normal M.O of seagrams and yack daniels and sprung for an old favorite, Peach Schnapps...and maybe 2 of those mini-bottles of El Prez'...thank god, i don't get hangovers...just that weird stomache condition all day on the following day. I was at work and one minute it'd feel like i had the shits, next minute i'd be hungry, and next minute i'd be like ahh dont mention food. Turns out I did need to eat though..i did'nt know if Orange chicken was such a wise choice, but it soothed the bubbleguts.

Not alots different about being a year older...except that i'm a year older.

*stretches*...i really want to go to the mall and be lusted after by the insecure younger chicks who think cause im older that im some sort of..established, lol. BUT NAY...thats how dumbass isaac caught his statutory charge, chillin with the youngins'...and believin em when she said she was 16. Nah, i want to go to the mall and see if they have any Joker stuff left..

Welcome to 24, but i ain't jack bauer, this is a thriller psycho flick, like that scene in the shower. ree! ree! ree!

*sighs*...time for breakfast..

Marvin Gaye 'whats going on', Buffalo Springfield 'for what its worth', and Charles Wright 'express yourself'..

Now, Number 14..

Beastie Boys - high plains drifter

EDIT!: RAWR, motherfucker!...HOW COME WHEN I CAME TO OD, NO ONE ROLLED OUT THE FUCKIN WELCOME WAGON HUH?  GODDDDD...quickly go to RC and see...SEE WITH YOUR OWN 2 EYES, WHAT THE FUCK MADE IT ON THERE. It's titled simply '.1'.

New here, 12:10 am, I'm going to bed.

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..................'Lolita'...prepare to answer for your wreckless and indignant use of this much maligned electoral known as Readers Choice.

I liked that last sentence, it proves i'm hella smartified.

BUT DAMN!...THAT made it on there? a whole sentence?

no I WILL NOT calm down,i am NOT making a mountain out of a molehill-...oooohh..and ...theres all the pretty colors...

Remember kids, Karari darts are for use in emergencys only, or if you're just chilling out to some 'Zeppelin.