so i had an interview this morning for a convinient store ... a really nice one... benifits and everything after 3 months. fantastic!!!!!!!

but......

i have a drug test tomorrow. i almost know im going to fail.

im not doing drugs ... neccisarily.

ok so im prescribed trileptal ... its an anti seizure and a mood stabilizer. i take it as a mood stabilizer. i dont know if its a barbituate. but i am prescribed. last night i took a zanaflex... that IS a barbituate. i am not prescribed that. i am freaked out.

this job opportunity is awesome. im getting medical benifits and dental and all that great things ... im getting paid soo much more than im getting paid now and i really want this job. i just dont know if i can have it.

i know that working at a gas station/convinient store is kinda ... out there and dangerous and weird but hey i need the money.  and im going to get sooo many more hours.. im full time so i pick up full time benifits.

im just sooo scared. i want this soo bad.

i dont smoke marijuana .. i dont do cocaine.. heroin... nothing.... all i did was take a little muscle relaxer to go to sleep. and its a barbituate and they check for those and im not prescribed that. i think trileptal is also a barbituate. i really hope so.

wish me luck tomorrow.