I'm so tired so so tired i don't wanna see anymore pain.. I don't wanna see anymore death I don't wanna see anymore heart break .. I cant take anymore.. my heart is filled with sorrow my mind is a wreck.. I don't know what to do anymore.. my heart is filled with such sadness that I try desperately to carry on but the weight has become so much that I just wanna stop lay down and die.. I try so fucking hard to make others feel right in this world that I take there pain into myself that I cant see what happiness is anymore I don't know what it is and I've seen it once as of late but I cant have it and it kills me daily should I stay or should I go is the the thing that plays in my head daily . to sever ties completely and move on but i just dont know to put my heart through the pain or go on.. with it for the scraps of love i do get from her..