im goin crazy...

its all happening...

i want him back but cant he see?...

im goin fuckin crazy my music and shit helps...but its still not him

he hates me but loves me thats wat he says,,,,,,

im goin fuckin crazy!!!

im gonna die!!...

this is killing me i need to be saved i really do...

all i ever do anymore is pop drink and smoke.....

this is crazy.....

i wana die so bad its crazy but i wana stay here cuz i want to see him live his life without me....

i love him still...

i hate that i love him but i do