It was valentines day yesterday.. how weird is that..

February 14th 2007 was when me and adam first started.. By february 2008 we'd died.. i no its an awful thing to say but i dont love him, i can barely stand him at the moment. So much has changed with us. We didnt try again after his holiday. And im glad.

Libbie. my niece is one of the most important people in my life right now, shes 18months and growing up too quickly for my liking.. i dote on her. She can bring a smile to my face when no one else can.

My mums been absolutely great throughout everything, me n adam, me n my moods, me n work, me n money. She's a pensioner and altough she doesnt have any money shes made sure i've had money to eat at work or to go out one night, had a bit of a rough ride lately with money but hopefully thats all over now, i love her to bits.

For the blokes subject, i dont care. simple as. Caring get's me no-where in life, just makes me more vulnerable so time to play there game at the mo i think

Gettin my name tattooed on my wrist tomoro. everyones telling me not to but i want it. It symbolises MY life. Im ME and nothings gonna change that, i need to live my life for ME . Hence the tattoo of Katie.. Lol

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