This last past year has really fuckin sucked for me, it seems i cant catch a break. I miss Craig, my boyfriend of a year who not even a month after leaving me has some other skank. i found out That my dad isnt my biological dad, Im 18 and all my damn life i never new, and the really fucked up thing about it is that i didnt find out from them. Im gona try to find him but im scared, I mean if i do find him, what if it messes up his family life now, what if he doesnt want me. see he doesnt know about me, because my bitch of a mother didnt tell him she was pregnant. My family is messed up and full of lies. All this time i thought this man who i called father really was my dad, but the truth finally comes out. Everyone is telling me he raised you hes ur dad. Hes the shityest father in the world. Really. He wasnt there for me ever, he wouldnt listen, spend time with me, nothing nada zip. My bestfriend heather is going through family shit right now so i dont really have anyone to talk to. I would talk to craig, but o yah he lied about loving me and has some other skank. He was the only one i could ever talk to and actually wouldnt get yelled at. I would kill to get him back. I dont know, But yah im new here, and could use some pointers on how this whole system really works. And could use some pointers on the issues. So if youve dealed with some like me. Please help Im lost and confused.

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