im falling in love with a guy who is amazing but i have a boyfriend

yes im a total bitch but still

i went out over the weekend without my boyfriend cos he was busy

so yeah i met up wit some friends and we partied now ive been talkin to this guy alot online hes a friend of a friend n we have soooo much in common its unthinkable seriously

now im scared i may be falling for this guy cos we literally just clicked n he is absoblutely awesome anyways me and one of my girl friends kate were dirty dancing with eachother fucking about n stuff n then everyone pure sods off n theres me n this new guy there

so im dancing with him n hes pulling me close and you know how it goes so were sitting down later on just talking and stuff n were telling each other all these mad things so we get up to go the bar n he has hold of my waist n we walk past this girl who he kinda had a thing with but hes not into her now  n shes throwing daggers!

anyways at the bar he still has hold of me n is humping at me n stuff

he is proper fit thought and he was turning me on loads but i thught nothing of cos hes just some guy i know right?

wrong were dancing later on n he kisses me...

twice...

so in a silly attempt to be friends we all went out again tonight and some how we were left alone and it happened again but we had been talking about all sorts and now im so confused i dont know how i really feel for my boyfriend now because hes lied to me and taken me for a fool n this new guy just seems soooooo....

perfect?

am i a fool?

xxx