Well, today I received a phone call from my college recruiter. She talked to me about starting some online courses for the summer since I won't be starting college until October. I'm a little nervous about starting. After going to school with the same people over 7 year span, going to a place where you know NO ONE is a bit frightening. I've also been thinking about joining the army reserves. This on it's own is frightening. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I have sometime to think about that while I have my own love life drama unfolding.

Well, my most recent Ex-Boyfriend, M.S, just broke up with his girlfriend. I kinda have mixed feelings about it. I still love him and it's just difficult because no one approved of our relationship in the first place. Then there's my Ex, D.B, he is the sweetest guy I have ever known. We dated back at the end of last summer. He was a great guy. I did somethings I'm not very proud of and I wish I never made these mistakes. Friday, he's suppose to tell me something. I'm kinda nervous about what it could be. I hope it doesn't turn out bad.

Well, I guess this is all I gotta say right now.

Life is never as bad as it may seem. Every cloud DOES have a silver lining!

~Samantha Anne~