Hey Everyone, yea I'm still here, just thought Id give everyone an update. These past few days have been a little better, work still sucks but it's not as bad lately. I'm talking with more people these days, I even started talking to my friend Eddie again-even though he doesn't know any of this...yet. I've had a better feeling inside me lately, more awake...more aware.....I feel a little stronger, like I just had an espresso, sorry bad example. I just feel differently lately....maybe like I woke up from a long nap that lasted weeks....maybe things are finally starting to around for me, just maybe. I'm still looking for another job because my sucks so bad..but it's tolerable for now. Anyway this one's going to be short because I'm so tired, but I'll follow up tomorrow night or something, night for now....XOXOXOX

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"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."