11:44 PM Friday, August 24 2007
::sigh:: It’s been a long day. It started with a bowl of oatmeal. That was fine. I do enjoy oatmeal. Sarah was here this morning. That was good I guess. We went and got our books. My books are big. But ya know…. I guess I should maybe learn something.
I did some laundry. Watched the second season of the OC. Mingled with a neighbor, Brian, as we were walking up the stairs. He seems nice. I hope I get the opportunity to meet more of the people living in this building. They all seem to be male. Which, isn’t a problem…. Just weird. I’ve been crying a lot and really depressed. Not sure why. It’s no good. I think I’m just bored, and lonely. But school starts on Monday. Classes start on Monday. And I think sometime tomorrow I should walk around campus maybe hit up the library or at least a computer. I would like to use the internet. I wish Sarah would stop disappearing so that we could make arrangements to buy the internet. If she was here she would be annoyed and fork over the cash. Errg. But whatever. Eventually, it will be here, and I’ll be able to check my e-mails at least and class schedule. HA!
You know, just between you and me typing on this empty page is starting to save my sanity. I write stuff down and it becomes real, insignificant, no longer as important, or pressing. I drank 2 glasses of wine tonight, by myself. Much like last night. Only last night I was happy and it felt good. Tonight, I was less happy and it didn’t feel good. Not at all. I need to remember things like that. And probably drink a little less alone, or, not at all. Ha. Right.