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I have always wanted to find a private online diary/blog. Finally got around to it. A little about me.. I am 29 soon to be 30. I have yet to figure out men. I have been single for just over a month. Still in love with him but he made his choice and no matter how many times he tries to contact me I will never take him back. When someone hurts you that bad you tend to be afraid of that person. I am afraid of him not physically but emotionally. I love him yes, but I will not go through the heartbreak he put me through ever again. I loved this guy with my entire being, trusted him with my heart and he tossed it out like a peice of trash. I deserve more than that. That was not real love on his part. He called 3 nights ago, I had to hang up on him. The hardest thing to do is to push him away. What makes it easy is that he is with an exgirlfriend. If he's wih her he should leave me alone. I told him that but he continues to call like nothing is wrong. I hope I continue to keep my mind focused and stick with my decision.
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I really like this entry! It's so beautiful... :] [wishuponthemoon]
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9/4/2007 9:29:32 PM
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Anyway, welcome to OpenDiary! I've always wanted an online diary/blog too. I got one last month. Lol. I hope you enjoy your diary. You're a great writer [even though you haven't written much] ~ [wishuponthemoon]
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9/4/2007 9:30:48 PM
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