Oh my god, I totally messed up today. For the last few days I feel like I have been working and working so hard and all for nothing and today it all got the better of me and I ended up going on a binge. And what did I eat? Chocolates and loads of them.
I feel sick.
I hate myself.
And now I need to get it all out.
So after taking a few laxatives I am now sat here trying to force as much water down my mouth as possible. I don't know why I do this. I just keep fucking up.
Tomorrow I am going to weigh in and then start my water fast again.