8pm

Well for the first time in 3 weeks, Im doing nothing on a friday night.  No bball games, no nothing.....
Im soooooooooooooooooooooo bored and for the first time in 3 weeks....I wont be doing anything on a Saturday night......
Well, there is a bball game tonight but its in Madison and I premted it for state wrestling coverage.  So I have nothing to do.

My dad's still in the hospital.  No change really.  They cut down his pain meds and started him on a liquid diet.  He said that its not going so well.  They were all suppose to come tonight and stay the weekend cause my little brother is going to wrestle in town on Sunday.  Well Ma and my lil bro and sis are coming tomorrow late afternoon and staying and my lil bro is wrestling on Sunday.

Next week is busy.  I have boys district 3a championship on Tuesday night in Redfield.  Then Friday night I have the girls region 1b championship game in Aberdeen at the Strode Center.  Kinda stinks NW didnt make it to the region championship but none the less I'll get to call a game in Aberdeen.

March is kinda busy.  The 4th, if the boys make it, I'll have the region 2a championship at Frost Arena.  Then state the middle of March.  I dont think they will get that far though but it would be cool to get pretty much a free weekend (Thurs-Sun) in Sioux Falls.  Although I really wouldnt have anything to do.  I couldnt really go to Verm cause I would have to call the game the next day.....but if it was a night game I could I suppose.  I dunno I'll cross that path when I get there.

Then 2 concerts towards the end of March. Red & Breaking Benjamin/Three Days Grace/Seether.  I could do 4 concerts if I really wanted to.  Saliva and see Breaking Benjamin again in the cities but I dont think I could pull that off.......would be cool though...maybe if I get my tax return done......I dunno Isaac and I discussed Saliva...but its a Sat night and one of us needs to be around to do the damn request show....

I dunno....today was one of those days....one of those struggle days...I was listening to music and it randomly went to a song.....yeah wasnt a good thing....well a year ago it would have been a good song...but not anymore...

Ive been trying to keep busy busy busy to keep my mind off of shit still.....I guess after 6 months and everything thats happened, everything it still a struggle.  still wish there was a pill or some kidna machine to make me forget that my last 2 and a half years were a complete waste.......Gawd I wish I could be just like her and move on so quick but I know it isnt right......

I posted my psychic reading on my facebook page.....its kinda funny

Its goes like this....She says...
You know what Brent, Im getting your a very colorful character.....

Then she goes on to say................

He’s very intellectual but also on the artistic side a little bit too much so that kinda leads him around by his emotional nose. So be careful with that. Finding the right mate for you is someone that has the intelligence factor going on and is not dependant one you for all her emotional needs. So someone with a good professional job or someone already successful in there career is someone perfect for you.

Hmmm kinda makes you think.....