My song dedicated to the hussy

Trapt-Who's Going Home With You Tonight?

Don't think we ever really got it right (Got it right)
Both you and I have always kept it bottled up inside
Can you show me what it feels like? (Feels like)
To give yourself away (Why can't I hold on?)

There's no one around who picks me up when I'm down,
Like you do (Why can't I hold on?)
And when you can't hear a sound will the silence melt you too?

Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real or am I part of your collection?
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel that you're an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye?

Keeping secrets somewhere down below (Down below)
I wish you had the heart to tell me that you sold your soul
So many things you couldn't let me know (Let me know)
You had to run away (Why can't I hold on?)

There's no one around who picks me up when I'm down,
Like you do (Why can't I hold on?)
And when you can't hear a sound will the silence melt you too?

Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real or am I part of your collection?
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel that you're an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye? (Who's going home with you tonight?)

Goodbye! (Who's going home with you tonight?)
Can you tell me what is wrong and what is right?
Who's going home with you tonight?

Why can't I hold on to you?
Why can't I hold on to you? (Why can't I hold on to you?)
It's getting harder to sit here alone
And I've been waiting, I've been waiting, and you still lay home
I have never ever felt so low
I've been thinking, I've been thinking, of where did you go?

Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real or am I part of your collection?
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel that you're an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye? (Who's going home with you tonight?)

Goodbye! (Who's going home with you tonight?)
Can you tell me what is wrong and what is right?
Who's going home with you tonight?
    

I wont forget these words the hussy said to me

Your a fat slob Brent and you should just go kill yourself

god what pisses me off is that I wasted the past 2 and a half years with her when she was doing exactly what she said she wasnt doing.....

Whats funny is that the hussy thinks that I was fucking Talese when she lived in WTN....when the fact of the matter is....I didnt....we were alone...what....twice???  Once all we did was drive around and talk about the court case and the second time I had to take her to the station to make copies of the legal agreement......thats it!!!

it just puzzles me how someone can live a double life....because thats basicly what she did with me....

it just amazes me because I thought she wasnt like that.....

and then she pulls this leave me alone shit or I'll get a restraining order when SHE was the one who was texting me and continualy texting me....and when I have saved proof of her little boyfriend threating me and her telling me to go kill myself....

I laugh because she texted me last tuesday saying I better give somthing back that I DONT HAVE or she is going to come up here with a cop.......yeah because Im really going to let someone in w/o a search warrent and a judge will really issue a search warrent for somthing as minisule as that....and for the fact that she HAS EVERYTHING....I made sure of it way back in October....

basicly what she is, is this....

Daddy never loved me so I'll go and fuck everyone so that way they will like me so I can feel that love that daddy never gave me

She brags to her mom....I was a good kid...i never did drugs or drank or any of that....yeah...she was just busy fucking everyone....livign a double life....

I used to think she was better then what she had become....but now I realize....this is who she really is...and who she was when she was with me...was someone completly diffrent...

It just pisses me off...that how I could be so wrong about someone ???

wha treally pisses me off is that I WASTED 2 and a half years on somthing that wasnt real.....it was all fake

3 diffrent guys while she was with me...and AT LEAST...4 guys sence me....

Daddy never loved me so I'll go and fuck everyone so that way they will like me so I can feel that love that daddy never gave me but in reality they just like me because Im easy........

Whats really funny is the ONLY reason she is engaged is because shes pissed that Im dating Talese now....I know it wont last because she was playing me and him....going back and forth back and forth....you dont play your future husband....or as I like to refer to him as....her future ex husband...you dont get engaged to someone after onnly 4 months...breaking up at least I counted 7 times...and those 7 times she came screaming back to me going oh we should get back together bla bla bla....and im sure she was also going to other guys going we should "hang out"

I hate the fact that I know shes spreading bull shit about me all over Watertown....un true shit...

telling her family untrue shit....they dont deserve that....

shes just........fake....and immature fake little girl...a hussy

Karma....its a bitch...it will come back to haunt her....

It just makes me SICK every time I think of it....how she cheated on me with 3 diffrent guys the whole 2 and a half years we were together....how we hadnnt even been broken up a few days and she had alreaday started fucking someone else....and pursuing other guys....

ugh just makes me sick.....

Im done with her now....if I ever run into her and she trys to start shit all I'll say is ......Umm Do I know you???