I'm going through a rough time at the moment. I don't enjoy my job, And my relationship isn't going the way I want it to.
She's not happy with me, And i don't blame her. I make her unhappy and i think she's going to leave me for someone else. It's the time of year, A couple of years ago, my ex-girlfriend Kim broke up with me at mid-night on New Years Eve, And started going out with my best friend. So you can imagine why i get like this at this time of year.

I'm feeling unwanted and lonely. There's no-one I can really talk to about this, Probably why I created this diary. I wish I could tell her how I feel about her, but I'm worried I'll scare her away. She's all that matters to me, And i'd be lost without her.