my friggin knee hurts and I have to wait till june to get surgery on it. im failing 2 classes in school and I'm not going to get to go tho that concert in march. I like this guy right and I think he likes me back but when we start getting closer he turns away and were back where we started alone. now he's talking to me again and I really don't want to deal with this again. it's kind of pissing me off. like he wont talk ot me for a couple of days until hes bored in lunch or something. he just makes me want to kill him. but he knows deep down that I'll always love him even if it's just as a friend.

WOW that was a load off of my shoulders and it was pretty random. oh well ill try to write again tomorrow if I can