Lately I've been feeling very lost. I feel like I'm stuck in between my ex and moving on. I've been hanging out wit an amazing girl and feel as tho I could have a connection with her. There is of course a down fall. She has an ex that is still very much in the picture. Whether they are actually together or not, I feel as tho they are still doing their own thing and working through their own things. I think it may be best if I don't interfere and just enjoy the friendship as it is. I think that this is for the best. I'm still very much attached to my ex. Even tho I was the one that ended things I still miss her like crazy and think of her often. I don't know if I'll ever really get over her, but I know that I do need to move on. So for now I'm going to continue to just do me and focus on myself.

"Through darkness, comes clarity" 

Some times to figure things out you need to just turn out the lights and find your own way out of the darkness. In that darkness you may fall, you may get hurt, but it's the knowing that you're going to come out the other side even stronger than you were before. I'm still trying to find my way out of the darkness, slowly feeling my way towards the light.