so i went to the easter show on tuesday night (i had the best time ever!) i was supposed to go with katee in the day then meet everyone else at night but she said that she had to be with her pop who was in hospital. so i stupidly gave her sympathy

but then turns out she actually went to the easter show in the day with aniko and cassie. im kinda starting to realise ive lost my best friend after four years of being good mates its all gone

and now anikos boyfriend kevin invited daniel  (my ex) to their house and not me (by the way aniko and kevin live together i know really stupid because they are only 16 and they have so much more living to do before they settle down with one person)

i was talking to steven the other day and i kinda said "what are we" because im really unsure where we going and i asked him if we were gunna go out or whatever and he said that he has to think about it because my past ain't too good as much as i hate to say it i was a slut lol i slept with too many guys i was one of the first non virgins in school and cheated on every bf and it wasn't just a hook up. yeah i was stupid but i seriosuly have changed .. he still hasn't gotten back to me on whether hes gunna ask me out or not

this is kinda random but i get headaches like all the time and i drink a lot of water yeah and i have to get my eyes checked out ....which means i might need glasses!!

shewas

xxx