my birthday every year it sucks .. its that one day that i get attention for the whole day then somthing goes wrong i think i may have already said this but last year on my birthday my brother decided to put gum in my hair and tell my mum to fuck off and that he never wanted to see her again the year before that my dad actually forgot my birthday ..

and this year

i wake up i was so excited for my birthday daniel was at my front door i let him in he sed happy birthday and then he said you lying bitch i knew what he was talking about i said to him that a day before my birthday i was spending the day with my mates ( girls only) when really i was spending the day with steven if i told him that i was spending the day with steven he would of been really angry at me and he would of threaten to bash steven and then i went up stairs to get my jumper he followed me and locked the door i was like

me:"what are you doing?"

dan:"im ruining your birthday because you lied to me"

me:" what! how?"

dan: "im locking you in this room your not going out to see steven today your staying in here all day"

at first i thought you.. whatever im gunna get out but then he was soo serious and the look in his eyes i tried to get out he was standing next to the door he punched me in the faced and kicked me away then he just kept on punching me and kicking me for the whole hour and then.. he lifted me and through me onto the ground .. i went head first my eyebrow started bleeding and i got a bit of carpet burn on my face (by the way i was crying the whole hour ) after that something clicked in his head that maybe he had realised what he had done .. he said" tell the police and your dead laters slut!"

i was crying half knocked out tryng to run to my door to lock it then i crawled to the phone and called my mum she could hardly hear a word i was saying because i was crying so much she called the cops they came over to my place i was telling them what happened and i started crying again .. i was so scared i thought he was going to kill me... the cops took down my details and said they were going to notify his parents of what happened .. once they went to go to his house i ran so fast to the bus stop i just wanted to get out of my suburb daniel was going to kill me because the cops were going to his house

i caught a bus and went to the city i met steven there i told him all about it we had some laughs and he thought my eye brow was funny but he gave me a big hug which always comforting my mum was calling me every half hour coz she was really scared too lol shes so cute i saw step up 2 omg i love that movie i really wanted to see prom night but stevens a wuss but i really wanted to see step up 2 aswell after that i went to mums work and we went home together we went to to the police station coz i had to make a statement but the constable that was with me just finished her shift so i may have to make one today i went out for thai with my parents that was really good im eating the leftovers right now yummy and i tried coconut juice .. i didn't like it lol

today i wake up all sore with bruises all over my body and a lump on my eyebrow im not aloud outside although apparently i have an avo agaisnt daniel im scared i have all the windows closed blinds shut doors locked alram on ive just decided on watching buffy all day and eating thai food and an ice pack on the head

and a big thankyou to tildy for the happy birthday

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TILDY FOR TODAY!! hope you have a great birthday ..well better than mine

shewas

xxx