farouttt i haven't written in ages man

i have been really sick lately and i have just been sleeping and watching dvds

hmm catch up .. kay .. hmm oh me and steven .. it was our one month the other day :D hes gorgeous .. cept im not talking to him coz hes not letting me get this concave bob haircut like.. victoria beckham but a bit longer .. ill probably end up talking to him

i saw my dad this weekend hes cool and my mums always a bitch to me when i see him i don't get it ... whore

next sat im going to my first party with steven

omg yeh i went to court it sucked assss the police were supposed to represent me and they didn't so i had to represent myself and daniel kept staring at me its like fuck off man your so totally out of my life now i ended up balling my eyes out the whole time i was there stupid social worker thought i was traumatised .. hun i was just upset ..so he can't speak to me through any means and can't go within 100 metres of me for 12 months

i saw his mate the other day and apparently he hates me peh hes a low life whos gunna end up on the streets so to be honest i don't care

mates are good i never really see them .. only in the holidays.... i kinda miss having a best friend well actually a lot but ive noticed they r heaps immature like i think once you leave school and get into the real working world you mature a lot

ive recently started talking to my ex bf andrew hes a great guy im always talking to him on the phone or on msn he recently had a gf who hated me and she andrew to get her pregnant haha fat chance slut

then she started having a go at me and blaming me for her not getting pregnant then she was abusing me about my misscarriage fukin skank .. me and andrew refer to her as the cow lol

he gets soo many girls its not funny and im the one always helping him choose which one hes a bloody man whore

so yeh thats about it .. well what i can think of anyways it ain't that interesting lol

xxx

shewas