He fails to respond to my undying plea

Says things to her he’ll never say to me

I cannot blame him for what has been done

My feelings just came too soon.

Rushed like a wave over my winding head

Filled in the gaps and made me feel beautiful

But it all came too soon.

Peacefully contemplating what to say next

The next way I’ll walk, the next things I’ll do

The next way I’ll find to attain you.

It’s only been a few times

And I still see you standing there

I guess you never moved,

And that it was I that thought you did

When the earth drove from under you.

An illusion to maintain my level of insanity.

Another way to escape my lonely reality.