|Wild at Heart..|
Sooo it was my 19th last week, i was gona write an entry earlier but forgot o_0 Basically i've had this one night out planned for months, and i made a group about it, it all built up, all the exitement etc.
But it was disaster from the beginning....
First of i was going out for a meal with the family.. That was a disaster as they basically didnt seem to be bothered/care from the start, which got to me as they always have.
Then things were looking okay as we got to the the bar round the corner as this is where the main meeting place was. So things started getting better, But then the bouncers wouldn't accept my best friends ID. Which was annoying, it was just out of date. So my mum tried talking to them, but they ended up kicking her out too. So that upset me even more.
So my best friend told me she'd meet me in town, and i felt so bad, even though i know i shouldn't have. So i said i'd cut my time short at the club as i was going to leave at 10:30 with all my friends. to 9pm. So we told everyone 9pm, and my best friend had people with her so she was okay.
I couldnt help but worry the rest of the night, and by 9pm i just wanted to go, noone had sorted out taxis or anything, and i was really pissed off by then. Very sober too i admit. I eventually got out at 9:30 and got into town to meet them.
Things started looking up then for an hour as we went into a little club in my home town for abit.. Then at 10:30 we tried the main nightclub of the town. My best friend has been getting into it since she was 17, and they didnt accept her ID. So whilst most people went in there, i stayed with my best friend.. still very sober, for an hour in a quiet pub next door. Which was rather depressing.
So then her boyfriend took her home, and it was rubbish as she was the one person i really wanted there. But it wasnt her fault.
So then me and my friends went into this nightclub.. and i couldnt stop thinking about the whole night in general.. it just got me so worked up, and had to go home.
Luckily my ex was there to look after me. He even carried me the 20 min walk back to my house haha.
That was probably the highlight!
Ah well... I made up for it by going out with my uni friends in the week