Well as I sit here and wait for a call a txt from someone I have read my previous blog about my traumatizing break up it really was im not even sure if I want to date again I mean im dating greg and hes a great guy but I feel like maybe I should have waited like hes such a good guy that he shouldn’t be with someone who is pretty much using him to get over someone else its unfair and kinda messed up I have learned that maybe you should really treat others the way you would like to be treated w and that I plan on doing from now on not that I wasn’t doing it before just that I wasn’t ……………..why is this so hard I hated being with him but now that im not with him I hate life im just over it im so done I want to cut him off completely from my life I need him out of my life as much as it hurts I do and its so hard I hate this, it really is very hard!….why ?….why did I meet him god please let me know what I was supposed to learn form this I don’t see anything good coming from this but pain and agony why I just want to know …how?..how do you stop loving someone I should ask him hes an expert at that