well, hello world! after having the perfect weekend last week, i faced some hard days which ceased to exist in my mind after friday night. on friday i performed in the play, our band played, and it was the perfect rally and the perfect night. the love of my life hugged me goodbye and i found a new brother. now, im facing a situation i never thought would occur. please tell me you remember jordan from my last couple entries! he is one of my closest friends and today he gave me a note. i would type it all out but i dont feel like getting up.

hes in love with me. i hate using words like 'love' because at 14, i feel no knowledge about it. but, he is. and i dont know how to let him down. im nervous. im seeing him in like 1 hour. i dont want to hurt him. i have no feelings for him. how am i gonna let him down?!

i guess ill figure it out.

besides that, everythings pretty much the same. im off of school this week for turkey day and a bunch of my buds and i are going out this week.

gtg, PENELOPE