|New Times>>> Always Expected!|
Wow... Today, today, today! My day started with an almost sleepless night, wakin up early, and sitting at my colleges financial aid office for more than an hour. The worst part about standing in that line... When I actually got my chance to get things done and run through my financial status with a financial advisor... I was told, "We are sorry to inform you that your mother did not send in the right imformation and you must return after she sends it!"
Now, normally I wouldn't have been that upset with the situation, but the point is... class starts on the 21st of August! It is now the forth and I am still unable to registor for classes because of a damn tax form that I was randomly selected from thousands of students to turn in. Yeah... Thank You America. Our schooling system just keeps gettin better and better!
The chorus from City High seems to keep playing in my head, "We don't need your education. We don't want no pacifiers. We are the leaders of your nation. We're ganna make sure the world survives. There aint no justice there's just us. What happened to the meaning of in God we trust? So as we get older and our children grow up... We aint ganna teach them whatchall showed us!!"
I guess the stress of moving to a new place, being around new people, lack of sleep, hating school, and my job is starting to tear me down a bit. I called one of my best friends today on the way home from that damn school bawling my eyes out. So pathetic... I know, I know! I just needed to hear a safe, familliar voice. Something that could sooth my mind. The thought of seeing him on friday has me totally excited. I am not sure if it is neccessarily a good thing that he is coming up, but he is bringing his "girlfriend" so I feel okay about it.
He asked me a funny question today, " Do you think we will ever end up together down the road?" My response, "Honestly, it doesn't look likely. Considering I have a man and you technically have a girlfriend, but you never know. Because me and you are funny. No matter what happens or no matter when it happens we both always run back to one another when something goes wrong. Or even right! As you said, we are at two different points in our lives. I am makin things happen while you are trying to figure out how to make things happen." His response, "Yeah I feel that... But you will always be my 'Ride da Die Chick'... always." My response, "You'll always be my boy! No matter what!!" A couple laughs here and there and then we hung up the phone.
I came home to my fiance curled up in bed freezing his ass off... llooll. I accidentally left the fan on this morning. And anyone who is not used to air conditioning can relate to this situation. haha. I turned off the fan and cuddled up with him. I kissed his neck and shoulders until he woke up. He is very sensitive when he sleeps so he woke up fast!
To be continued!!!