But not when they keep changing their minds. I swear this is just going to go on and on until one of us just dies. Great eh? Megan kissed me two days ago. And me, being a guy, kissed back. I really shouldn't have, considering i'm devoting all of my attention on getting over her. But she keeps pulling me right back into her whirlwind of bad decisions. Marisa is upset with me, she just wants me to make a decision about Megan and stick with it. And i completely agree with that. But how can i really make a decision when i WANT to be with her but my head is telling me she isn't  good for me. Marisa is the most down to earth girl i have ever met. Shes one of my best friends. I remember when i was still tripping over myself every time i looked at her, i still kind of do, just not physically (if that makes any sense). If she were single, i guarantee you this whole Megan thing would be resolved in a heart beat. But its a new year right? My resolution WAS going to be to give up soda, but now i'm thinking i should give up something or someONE else. hint. Lets just hope this year brings something solid.